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瑞·古德RonGold
Mysup，anditscaresme.Terrifiesme，actually.Girls.Driving.Alcs.Horoteallofthesethings?
Whele，Iwasohimented，omhers.EvewashardorIwastired，Iaddressedeveseeminglyinsignifitexperiehoughtitdealtwithsomethial.“I’mdoingthisfhaul.”
I’dtellmyselfandmyoemyinsti.
Mycesfuidandledaily，eheever-presentandoftenmore-favoredpeers.Ifearthatmyinfluencewillbereplaeatrenchcoatorashortskirt.
Still，Irepeatthebasiwhetolistenaoughissuesheadon.AndIholdoforthe“formative”
years，Idemandedhisfullattentionauingcywillsaveusboth.
IknowthatIhaven’tlosthimpletely，anyway，becauseofthelookhegavemetheotherdaywhenIdroppedhimoffatschool.
“Iloveyou.”
Isaid，asalways，ashegrabbedhisbackpack.Usually，he’llsay，“Iloveyou，too，bye.”
buthedidn’t，andIwasOKwithit.He’s14，whatdoIexpehelhtatme.“Iloveyou.”
hesaidquietly.HelhtioseethatIheardhi
Thegirlswhbywereoutofearshotbythen.Hiswordsandthatlookhappenedihofased，butthewholeuillandIcould’thearathing.Inthatsliverofamomeirelifetimeblazedthroughmymind.Ikhahispla.Ihearwhathe’snotsayingandknowwhathemeaoo，Mom，andIhopeyouknowthat.Iwaosayitbacktoyouwhenyousaidit，butthereweresomepeoplewalkingbyahaveheardmeaeasedme，butIsuredidohurtys，andIdidn’twantyoutoleavewithit，becauseIreallydoloveyou.Pleaseuand.”
Idouahatgrowingupistough，andIwouldeenageragainevenifIcould.IuhatI’tbewithhimeverysedorprotethehorrorsthatlurkoutsidemygrasp.IuandhowimportantitisforhimtoknowthatI’mhere，thathealwayse，ahisoverandover，evenwhenhesays，“Mom，youalreadytoldmeathousandtimes.”
&hedayhebecameapartofme，Ihavetriedtoprepareusbothforthisseparatiht，almI’veeverdonehasbeeninreadyinghimtobewithoutme，andnowI’mscaredtodeath.NowIlytrusthisfuturetothepast，butthatlookhadtobeagoodsign.
&oldhimthatIlovehimeveryday，two，threeor12timesaday，for14
yearsnow.Heusuallysaysitback.It’sbeeahabit.Mayitlast.Mayitprotecthim
I’llriskhavingmysonrollhiseyesatme，andI’lltellhimagainandagain:Talktome，I’mhereforyou.Trustme，I’llhelpyou.I’llalwayslisten.Youtellmeanything.
AndathousandtimesadayI’llsay“Iloveyou”
.Sometimeshe’llsayitback.Buteve，I’llhearitany>
我的儿子在慢慢长大，我感到害怕，更确切地说是恐惧。
美色、驾车、酒精和毒品，我该如何使他免受这些事物的影响？
在他小的时候，我就是那种凡事都要过问的母亲。
就算是一些看起来无关紧要的经验，只要我认为它会影响孩子的成长，即便我又苦又累时，我也会向孩子阐述明白。
“我这样做是为将来打算。”
我会这样告诉自己和那些不理解我的人。
如今，我非常希望我的感觉是正确的。
我对他的影响作用日趋减少，因为他更多的是和他的同龄人在一起，更容易受他们的影响。
我担心我的作用会被那些着装前卫的男孩女孩所取代。
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